Fuck All That Shit.

I decided today... that I really am not gonna give a shit. It takes way too much time and energy to give a shit and I just don't want to use that time anymore, seeing that nothing is coming from it. I can't even live. That's not what's up. I am definitely not anywhere close to where I want to be in life and it seems like no progress is coming from me giving a shit so... END THAT. Starting a new. I gotta get more passionate about something and let more things go instead on working on them to get better. They really aren't worth it. A main thing that I have to start doing is saying NO and not thinking about how it makes the other person feel or how anyone else is going to look at me. That's a thing that always softens your decision, that thought of what everybody else is going to think... but fuck them. 3 F's all day and maybe not even all those F's apply. I don't know... but I don't care.